I am BLESSED.
Today wasn't a great day but it was good.
I have had such a peace over the past few days. The OLD me
(before I met my husband and rarely since) the CYNIC would say "Oh, the other shoe will drop soon enough." Oh, how I used to doubt everything and everyone. I was never REALLY happy before I met my husband. I had fleeting moments that felt good. But REAL happiness had eluded me.
Now this everyday real ME that is trusting in God, leaving Him in control. I mean, what else can I do? No amount of worrying is going to help. But I am fighting nature here, I am a born worrier.
I don't have anything particular to worry about. No bad news. Nothing scary happening here. I've just never trusted happiness to last. I lie awake last night, thinking how lucky I am and how BLESSED I truly am. I have a roof over my head, my body is clothed and fed, my needs are met and I have lots of goodies in my life.....
Are you blessed, too?